I have been wondering why is it mostly always me who takes the initiative? Not that it's bad though. It's actually quite rewarding from what I have learnt over the past five years.
It really seems nobody and nothing comes to you when you wait.
Well, very rarely.
Sigh, I'm not going anywhere with this kind of self depressing thinking.
And somemore I just failed to do the laundry again!!
I just can't tell myself it's time to mug. I am still in a very playful mood now. Should I really mug from now onwards? Wouldn't I burn out very soon?
It sure seems all my friends are starting to mug.
But are they happy?
Are they enjoying themselves?
I swear I need to find a balance soon.
I had a talk after dinner with my friends yesterday. It alway seemed they all have a girl they like and problems accompanying it. Strangely, it's been 1 whole year since I had problems with one girl. No.. To be more clear, I haven't really like someone for a long time.
Is that a problem?
Yes, to me, yes.
I feel really emotionless whenever my other friends talk about their crushes and everything.
