2dae was the worst day I haf been feeling since the new year.. havin this picture here makes me feel and reading those comic books wif true love bring a deep impact in me.. Everyday, I felt alone at home and when i'm outside..
Everybody do not noe how I feel bcause they do not noe how to ask.. But I endured myself everyday, holding back my tears as I looked around the place, thinking whether i had hope of living a good life..
I kinda hate my life.. But dared not to show that cause i don't want people to worry bout( as if some would care) me..
Do u see the picture(above)?? Tis is wat i haf been hoping for.. True love.. in my whole life I haf been neglected, critiziced, abused(verbally) and hated.. But past is past.. My nemesis is long gone.. They r nw my frens..
Anyway, the truth is that I nd gd company.. I wished for a girl hu bcomes my true fren for a long tym n smday haf feelings for me.. Well, that hope is diminishing so I rely on reading comic to relieve my stress and pain from lack of love.. I hoped for my future to be great and not bleak..
I always see couples almost everywhere I go.. Very sweet though.. But i felt that there wasn't any love surrounding them.. How can love be blind when u can see marriage?? I tried to question myself tis but to no answer..
Watever it is, I juz can't figure out the true meaning of love anymore................
